i hate you because i dont know what i want from you. you really hurt me before, so i dont know if i want to trust you again, to give you the opportunity to do the same thing.
but you are so awesome. when we hang out, i never want to have to leave. i know you will never ever read this but, i really wanted to see you last night, im sorry it didnt work out. this week we will definitely hang out.
maybe by then ill know what the hell im doing.
or not.
-s12