2004-06-16 | 6:58 p.m.

I hate you. I really do.

But I know that's because I still care. If I didn't, I wouldn't even look at you at all.

I don't care how others look at me, but I care how YOU look at me.

I know you'll be still who you are and you won't change for anybody, that's why I'm learning to get away from you.

So please, please don't ever mention about me to anyone anymore, I'm so vulnerable when it comes to you. I need to be nonchalant. I can't live on like this.

s17

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