Guys weren't sucking for awhile but nothing lasts.
A is asking me out. Not that "fresh" though, he's actually wanting me to be his girlfriend. Then the other day he spent some time telling me how his previous girlfriend cheated him and how hurt he felt. He said he's expecting me to be a good girlfriend and he's hoping me to stay monogamous.
Fine with that. I'm down with that.
But I swear he's not prepared for it yet. Clearly he wants to have both of us, 'cause he's still spending a lot of time with her (maybe just as a friend), and he doesn't want me to talk or have sex with any guys. He also cares whether I'm a virgin. But I know they still spend the night together sometimes.
Talk about monogamy. It's an ideal.
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