2005-02-03 | 1:32 p.m.

I have to wonder why you hate me so much. You act like I killed your puppy or something, and it hurts me to think that someone out there can possibly hate me as much as you do.

I mean, what did I do? I went psycho. It was a mixture of PMS and post-sex hormones and a little bit of my real personality thrown in, and that scared you, and now you think I'm the most horrible human being to ever walk on this planet? I can't stand that. How can I change your mind? Is it even worth it to try?

I don't want to think that you're like this. But maybe you just are, and maybe it's about time I just dealt with it.

I'm disappointed in you.

Your former bank groupie... S9

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