I wish you could understand how much you mean to me. I wish you could understand how scared I am and how many fears I have. I wish you could understand how much it hurts that she's a part of your life.
But I feel like you don't even want to understand.
Because if you cared, you'd drive over here right now and hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok.
But you won't do that, and all I have are empty wishes.
-s1