2004-04-14 | 8:46 a.m.

Lying here, next to you, I think, �This could be my forever...or at least my for a long time.�

I really believe it could.

Because everything is a choice. You�re a choice.

But you don�t want it...or you don�t want me...or you�re not sure...of anything

I have to let you come to it in your own time, and I can wait.

But I can�t wait forever, and I don�t know if I am what you want, what you need, and I feel like I�m being tested on a subject I never studied, but having your arms around me is possibly the best feeling in the world.

I hate that you can�t see everything from my point of view.

-s1

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