2003-02-21 | 4:17 p.m.

this is what happened;

i got upset [of course, aren't i always with YOU, boyface??] because instead of spending two nights together while my parents and older brother are away you choose to go to some OTHER party. am i only one to see something wrong with this? especially after i had said either come both nights, or none???

you can't blame me for being mad. and yes, i AM glad that you called, but did you HAVE to say what you said!?! it was really unnessasary;

him: you should be happy i'm talking to you right now.

me: well yeah i am, but is there a specific reason as to why i'm supposed to feel this way?

him: i SHOULD be out playing hockey, and getting high. in fact, i'd much rather be out playing hockey, then being in here talking to you, trying to cheer you up. and those were his exact words.

WHAT A JERK THING TO SAY. if hockey is more important to you then another human being, then you're cynile! quit playing these mind games, because one minute you want me and the next, i'm just yesterday's news. i'd like you to know i don't appreciate your strange gestures, and i don't particularily care for your harsh words.

the problem is..boys don't //rarely// think before they open their mouths. if there is a foundation out there that helps people like this, by all means, please let me know. i want to do my part.

--s8

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