2005-07-25 | 11:39 p.m.

Sitting in the hammock with you, I felt the old attraction rushing in. But it was mixed with the hatred that I know I felt not too long ago. It sort of left me dead and confused.

Singing in the car with you brought back the thoughts of being with you forever. I think I could be sure of that. Except for the fact that you're so fucking unreliable and inconsiderate and self-centered.

I guess if you were someone different, or if I could just get over it, I could think about loving you.

Not that it matters, 'cause you'll never see me that way again.

-s1

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