Damnit. Damnit, damnit.
This is not going to happen. Those feelings are going to stay buried where they belong. I've spent SO LONG trying to leave them behind, and it's not like there's a chance in hell that things will change over night and all of a sudden, we can finally be together like I've always wanted.
I'll get over it. But for now.. I smell like you, and it's making me nostalgic for all the things I've ever loved about you.
Damn.
-s9-