Dear Dustin,
I'm sitting here, wanting to call you. I'm not going to, because we would just do nothing, and I'd want to do something or at least make out with you.
I don't know how to turn it off.
I don't know how to not love you and not want you and not want to call you or be around you or anything.
All I know is that I want to spend every minute together getting to know you...but it doesn't matter anyway.
It's all just fucking stupid. Stupidest thing ever, ever, ever, ever.
-s1